“I want you to get me the hell out of here!” the voice still
echoed in her head as she quickly walked back out of the prison. The hoots and
catcalls followed Bethany, but she paid them no mind. Only the dark voice that
haunted her footsteps had power over her.
But why?
What made him so strong?
Never
let your guard down. That’s the lesson she learned from growing up in Como. You
had to fight to get what you want and you had to fight even harder to keep it.
These thugs in here were nothing. But the man in the hospital was different. He
sent chills down her spine that even her Daddy couldn’t do. And that piece of
trash labored continuously to try and scare her back into the hood. But this
man, he seemed to strike fear effortlessly. He was very pleasant, yes; but
there was darkness in his voice that crawled under your skin and wrapped itself
around your bones. A darkness that couldn’t be masked.
She nodded to the guard that let her out of the prison
and she stepped out into the sun.
Thankfully the press wasn’t here today.
If what she learned from Mr. Brooks… she paused. Her client.
Her first client.
If what she learned from him today was anywhere near the
truth, everyone had gotten it wrong.
This was big.
She crossed the street to the police station, where the
psychologist worked.
“He
has an office on the top floor, “ the voice had told her.
She looked up at the four story building. How was she
supposed to get all the way up there to see him? Does he have a secretary that
she would need to go through? Would they even let her off of the first floor? Calm
down, girl. You’re over reacting. She felt her fingers go cold and she needed
to pee. There was no way she was going to be able to handle this.
“You
are dispensable, my dear,” haunted the voice in her head. “You have simple
task. If you fail me, I will get another one, just like you, and when I am
free, I’m going to hunt you down.”
She clutched
her briefcase tightly with her left hand. She didn’t have a choice. It’s like
her Mama always said, “Time you put your apron on and put up with the heat, you
aint got nowheres to go, child.”
Mama
was the reason she became a lawyer. After that slimeball of a father beat her
to death, the family couldn’t afford a good lawyer to get that monster in jail.
She swore that day, the day that he walked free just after his arrest, that she
would never leave a family in the position that they were left with, ever. Even
if she didn’t have to charge the family. Monsters belonged in stories and
behind bar, not in the home.
Bethany
pushed through the doors of the police station and squared off her shoulders,
that’s what her Mama would do when Daddy came home. She would tell her, “It’s a
lot easier to push over a sack of potatoes than a brick wall.”
The building
inside was a cluttered mess of desks, filing cabinets, whiteboards on rollers,
and people all bustling around in some sort of bad parade. She walked past the
front desk, towards the elevator sign in the back. She didn’t even look at the
young woman at the desk, with just one glance she could tell that it didn’t
matter what she did, Bethany wasn’t going to run into any problems from her. The
girl was leaning back with a compact mirror in her hand, plucking at her
eyebrows. Her long blonde hair was in a messy side braid that seemed to pour
over her shoulder and into her lap bellow. She didn’t even look up at Bethany
as she past. What a trashy white girl, thought Bethany. She smiled to herself,
she probably wouldn’t know what to do if a black person were to suddenly start
talking to her. Ah, Texas.
Bethany
weaved her way around the different desks and people. Only a couple looked up
at her briefly, but no one spoke to her, or asked what she needed. She guessed
that’s what happens when you look professional and walk in like you own the
place. She had no trouble making it to the elevator, she pressed the button and
the doors opened conveniently for her. She stepped in quickly and pressed the
button with the Roman numeral for four printed on it. The doors closed and she
let out a deep breath. This was crazy. Absolutely crazy.
It
took only moments for the door to chime and the electric, female voice to say, “The
fourth floor, watch your step!” The doors slid open again and she walked into a
totally different atmosphere. She stood at the intersection of two hallways. A dark
red carpet lay at her feet and the walls were divided in décor with a top half
and a bottom, separated by a crown molding that had been painted a similar shade
as the carpet. The bottom half of the walls were painted solid black and the
top half were alternating stripes of dark and light grey. It was very aggressive,
she thought.
She stepped
off the elevator and it closed quietly behind her. She looked down each of the
hallways, not really sure where to go now. The voice hadn’t given her a name of
this psychologist, he just kept repeating, “That damn shrink!” She assumed that
he was some sort of court psychologist, otherwise, why would he have an office in
the police station?
She walked
up to the first door and examined the gold name plate that had been screwed
into the dark wood. It read, “Stacy Mattus: Deputy Police Captain” Thank God,
she thought to herself, at least the name badges had their title written on
them. She would just have to walk up and down the hallways until she found the
shrink.
She looked behind her, towards
the elevator, this was going to take a while. She had no idea how large this
floor was. It could take up a whole block for all she knew! She crept over to
the next door, trying not to interrupt the eerie silence that the hallways had
created for themselves. The next door was for some sort of judge. It was going
to take a miracle to find this place before dark.
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